The New Year

the average, overambitious blogger would have a long list for their new year resolutions and stuff. i found this lame cliche list on wiki:

• Lose Weight
• Get out of Debt
• Save Money
• Get a Better Job
• Get Fit
• Eat Right
• Get a Better Education
• Drink less Alcohol
• Quit Smoking
• Reduce Stress
• Take a Trip
• Volunteer to Help Others
• Be Less Grumpy
• Be more independent
• Watch less violence movies
  
• Learn something new

yea that's for those on the path of blind religious holiness where the under end of your rainbow is disappointment :p

anyway for me resolutions are just a criteria where we all set aims (usually almost out of reach) and hope for the best. Blind optimism ftl. Let's get more down to earth shall we? Stop thinking of being a "better" person (unless u're an asshole everyone loves to hate) and shit and just be thyself for life is too short.


instead of a resolution list, i'll make a list of apologies for last year's little sins i committed and i'll TRY my best to learn from them. Cause according to some of my ex-ipoh friends, I'm a BAD BAD boi and i should be avoided at ALL costs =.=


1) sorry for being a lazy fuck
2) sorry for being an emo cunt
3) sorry for being victimized
4) sorry for being insecure
5) sorry for being a shitty son at times
6) sorry for taking small things seriously
7) sorry for gaming excessively
8) sorry for feeling sad
9) sorry for being too emotionally attached
10) sorry for not being there for certain people even though it was impossible for me to make it
11) sorry for not living up to stupid expectations that are in conflict with my abilities to meet up to those expectations (and some ppl already fucking know i can't do it yet they force me into it)

12) sorry for drinking on a daily basis (it's good for me, bad for you)
13) sorry for being too nice (yea, being a selfish dick at times kicks ass =) )
14) sorry for doing things at my own pace
15) sorry....for being human


2009, just a number, it seriously doesn't change anything much so it's not too big a deal.
i just have more academical responsibilities which will result in more clubbing and drink which will result in meeting more awesome people and sohais as well which will give me more stories to tell which makes AWESOMEEEEEE XD